I am about to have a real full blow panic attack...I just signed the letter and sealed the envelope returning this important piece of paper!   I can't believe I am doing this!  We worked so hard to get this piece of paper and now we are just going to mail it back to them...we didn't even use it...not even once.   My mind is whirling and racing all at the same time!   I don't even know what to do in this very moment!  This is surly going to kill me...I guess whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
I'm gonna be freaking wonder woman!