My husband has decided he doesn't want to have any more children! I don't understand! I don't get it! I am so mad and I don't understand! He was all in and now he's not!
Did the foster care process take too long? Are we just done? I am so upset! I feel like I could burst into tears, but his parents are here and they would know something is up and I don't think he is ready to announce this to his parents.
I am pissed! We worked hard to get licensed! We aren't even licensed and don't even have it yet! We are still waiting on it! I really hate this! I can't believe this! Nine months ago he was all in and more convinced this was what we were suppose than I was. And now he's just out...I don't know what I am going to do!
I still want kids and I don't think I can just shut that part of me off...I never stopped wanting another child.
WE have more talking to do...but it's going to have to wait...we can't have this conversation with his parents here...they will cloud the issue.
I don't know what I am going to!
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