it's been more than eight weeks since we had last homestudy....and no news. I finally worked up the nerve to call our agency today and ask if there was anything I could do. I was so scared to make that phone call. I almost didn't want to make that phone call. I was just sure that I was going to get bad news. I talked to her so briefly...I got so little information that I don't know what was said anymore. I told Nathan as soon as he got home what she said and he called to ask a question she told him something a little different. I don't think that's a problem...I think I just miss understood and I am ok with that.
As we get further and further away from the homestudy the more defeated I feel and the more I feel concerned that we are not going to get out license. I am just concerned that my family and friends are feeling a little bit like we have given up or like we just aren't going to proceed. Really hate having to answer the question "so what's going on with your foster care?" with "I don't know"
Because we have no idea what's going on...because the State is broken and we have no answers.
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