I think the state is just making sure we really are prepared to wait out any crisis the future children they put in our home are going to put us through. My husband even made some wise ass comment last night...he NEVER makes comment about how long we have been waiting.
It really has been a long wait though. What was suppose to be a three week wait for our license we are still waiting for...and it has been eight weeks tomorrow since our homestudy was finished. Some days the wait is paralyzing. I feel angry and let down by the system, but I can't help but wonder how any children are so let down by the system as well. It is stupid that it has taken this long to get anything done. I pray things get moving.
It seems like out path has been so long and yet it hasn't at the same time...from the beginning of this journey till now it has been less than a year...but when we started it seemed as if it would only take 4 or 5 months and here we wait and it is driving me crazy!
I don't know how this would have worked if we had went down the adoption path and and just did a homestudy and adopted. This is similar and different all at the same time. I know way too much about the court system and too little about the adoption system all at the same time. CRAZY! I need more information!
The fact that Nathan is getting impatient tells me that this is dragging on for too long...I hope this over soon...our lives need to move on. We need to move on. One way or the other. NOW.
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