Saturday, August 27, 2011

missing him

Life is full of surprises...

Tomorrow morning Nathan is leaving for Springfield again to interview for another job near his parents...I m really excited for him and at the same time scared he might actually get the job.  I know he is an incredible chef. He has impressed me since the day we met with his talents in the kitchen.  I know he is more than qualified to be the executive chef of this club in Springfield but I have to admit I have some reservations.  I know he has what's best for our family in mind but it seems like he can't get us moved and closer to home soon enough.  I know that God is going to put us where we need to be as soon as we need to be there...I can't wait to get there myself,but at what cost to our children.  Catie would have to change schools again and the school I have set up for Alex is so right, right now.  I am feeling a great deal of calling to do this job in the UMW for next year,   but I hope making the commitment isn't going to make it that much harder for me to move. 
I'm gonna miss Nathan while he's gone....it drives me nuts having him not at home over night...I know I need to get over that but I miss him and do have some big issues.