still out there and waiting

Follow up to the earlier blog post...I posted earlier that we are going to get though this...and I truly believe that.  I also feel in my soul that I have another child out there somewhere waiting for me and that child need me...just like the ones I already have in my care...don't worry baby mommy hasn't forgotten.  I don't think Dad has either...he just blinked.  Life will go on at some point and this will all be over.   Child or no child there is a passion in me to help those in need and I will fill it.